I don't know if you'll understand what I'm taking about, but hopefully you do. You know in that moment where someone is so terrifying, that you're awestruck or they're so crazy that they're beautiful? I want to be the so crazy that I am beautiful. I guess that doesn't really make sense, right? 
Okay. So, we know fires are dangerous. I mean, they've burnt entire cities to the ground and left nothing but ash in it's wake but, watch the way the flames dance. Its entrancing. I'm not sure if that's the point the director is trying to put across here but, it proves my point.
I want someone to talk to me and just be speechless. Just for once, pause, and think "holy crap, this girl is...woah." Not for the beauty factor, but for once I want to be noticeable. 
I really hate hearing "Hey, I didnt really see you until someone pointed you out. I used to want to be plain, but now I want to burn