Im actually so glad school is back. The holidays were so incredibly lonely for me. Things happened before the holidays that led to awkwardness during the holidays. A few of my friends went away and whenever I tried to organise something the ones that were here were too busy for me. Im pretty sure there were days I didnt speak, which is saying something. I tuned out, stayed in my head and went into zombie mode. Thats always fun. Things are always better during school. You dont have to organise to see someone, you see them in the breaks between classes or at lunch. Its brilliant.
I said all these things to my friend last night, and it was good to just say it.
Now, this friend is a major hard ass. At school, he pretends to be a tad bit dimmer then he really is and is sort of bordering on one dimensional, only having three main interests (if i say what they are, they'll give away his identity and he'll kick my butt if I did that).
Yet, and I know this will make him laugh, he is one of the most genuine and kind guys I know. He gives the best advice and threatens me if I tell anyone what a softy he is. I find that entertaining, as I know he wouldnt even dream of doing that shit.
So, to my friend, who will most likely read this, I get the whole not being a softy around everyone, and Im glad you trust me enough to let me see that, though I dont know if you really trust anyone. You know who you remind me of? Red Foreman from "That 70s Show"
Anyway, youre a top bloke, aye. I just wanted to say thanks for putting up with my shit.