Today, on the way home from the city, my friend and I were talking on the train about how people change their personality to suit their company. I’d like to tell you how we got on to that topic, but I really can’t remember. Anyway, we started saying how, around certain people, we change our personalities completely. We dumb down how we speak, or we speak really sophisticated. We act all flirty, or like a nun. We act sarcastic, or really sincere.

I was glad we had that conversation, as I was terrified I was one of the only people to do that, and that I was borderline multiple personality. The extremes I do it to terrifies me, sometimes I forget who I am. I didn’t realize though, but nearly everyone does it. And doesn’t that suck? Like, can’t we just be one person all the time? Why do we have to change the way we act depending on our social crowd? I mean, its ridiculous.

Anywho, my friend continued on to say the people he feels most comfortable around to be himself. I was sort of jealous. There is no person I feel completely at ease with. I mean, there are people that I can talk to and muck around with, but separately, not one person. That’s kind of depressing.