Pursuit of Happiness

The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and... bad things. The good things don't always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things or make them unimportant. 

My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
Coral is far more red than her lips' red;
If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
I have seen roses damasked, red and white,
But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
And in some perfumes is there more delight
Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
I grant I never saw a goddess go;
My mistress when she walks treads on the ground.
     And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
     As any she belied with false compare.

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick — It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh — Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around. And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you — Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Tonight, my friend linked me this blog. It is the saddest thing I have ever read in my life. It's a personal account of a woman who lost her child. It's absolutely heartbreaking, and I will admit I did cry when I read it.
Basically, this is my worst fear, and my heart goes out to anyone who experiences a miscarriage or stillbirth. 

The Perks of Being a Wallflower has finally become a movie. The Perks of Being a Wallflower was written by Stephen Chbosky and is about introverted freshman "Charlie" and the awkward and messed up experiences throughout high school, Charlie also has a bad mental state caused by childhood traumas and how he is saved by the misfit seniors. The book is something that every teenager who is lost should read. It is my bible, and I cant remember a time before reading it. 
I like the concept of a wallflower. "You see things, you understand, you say nothing." It is amazing how Charlie just sees things his sister, Patrick and Sam do, and keep them quiet. He just wants them to like him, and for them to be safe, and the two conflict.
The best part of the novel has to be the poem though. I cry every time I read it, because I feel like it sums up life so perfectly.
All in all, read the book then see the movie. DO IT 

So, I've been trying to write an angry post about the injustice of the world, but I simply can't. Han would say because I am "in love", but we all know she is delusional. In my own words, everything is going my way at the moment. I haven't fought with any of my friends and family, I have felt confident in everything I do and I couldnt even care about being nervous or awkward.
I apologize for my lack of posts, it shall be fixed.